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[01 Apr 2009|12:49pm] |
apart for being in fairfield most of this week (which means getting up at 6am) this is my weekly schedule. for four days every month, I have to drive an hour to woodland and auburn to work at their branches at like 8am.
( new schedule )
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[16 Mar 2008|12:37pm] |
how many really know
what love is?
I bet you didnt know it, but you’re my favorite.
1/03/08 12:44pm
I dont want you to do anything for me. I want you to focus inward and develop some of the other aspects of your life. I cant and dont want to be everything. I will use this time to rediscover parts of myself and seek want I truly want. Maybe i do need to mature, but mostly i just want to be completely confident in everything I do. Please understand that and know that no matter what i find or decide in the end, you will always be an important part of who i am. I love you Chernel.
1/27/08 10:46pm
You have always given up easily, i guess this time i wont fight it and just see where it takes us. I love you so much, but i guesswe have to find out what is best for us. I hope it turns out to be each other, but until that time, be well and remember who you are and realize what you mean to me. Love anthony.
1/24/07 3:01am
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[11 Jan 2008|02:08am] |
For some strange reason, i got an anonymous comment on my lj and now it's made me want to write. Apart from my life being one big shit storm, it's been alright.
On a serious note, my life hasn't been that bad. The new year has just begun and I'm glad it has. New years resolution : 1. get in shape (SERIOUSLY). I've been such a pig since working at comcast, it's really bringing me down. :[ 2. save money to buy my dad a new truck. He deserves it. 3. get a better job. maybe......
That's it.
Anyways, 2007 is gone and just to reflect on some of the better events that happened.
1. My 21st birthday. As much as it didn't turn out as glamorous as I wanted it to be, i had the most important people there with me to celebrate.
2. Living on my own. It's been a very interesting experience. I've gain some friends and I lost some. I guess it's true what they say about how you should not living with friends, but all in all an experience.
3. Getting back into good terms with my family. I truly missed my sisters.
4. Quitting IKEA. FINALLY.
5. Every single moment with Anthony. I love him.
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[22 Nov 2007|12:42pm] |
I skipped a year
first and foremost, the creator of all things. although I've fallen far from grace, he is always with me. he's always there to guide me.
My one and only, anthony. Never thought we're be closing in 3 years. You've made my look forward to everyday we have together. I love you.
My family, mostly my dad. You're always there pushing me to do better and helping me any way you can. You are what keeps me going.
And to all my friends, past and present. I'm thankful that I have people that care about me and are there to listen whenever I need someone.
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[16 Jul 2007|10:01pm] |
so my life has pretty much got to shit. I'm fucking broke because I paid for $600 of THE RENT, $100 worth of bills and fucking grocery for July, people owe me hella money and I owe hella money to the bank. Seriously, why is my life so shitty? why do my friends hate me?
I'm fucking sick of being so nice to everyone. FUCK ALL OF YOU.
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[30 Mar 2007|12:32am] |
My last few post have been private. I don't want to bother you with my ranting, but nothing has been eventful in my life as of late.
I'm moving in June with Krystal & Jacare. Well, not really moving anywhere, they are moving in with me. My parents just bought a house and I get the current house in Midtown. I'm probably be having a house warming party so buy me kitchen applicances like a toaster, a brita filter and/or a microwave. :] I really want the Hello Kitty Waffle Maker as well as the hello kitty sewing machine
 
^-^v Kthanks.
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[10 Jan 2006|09:01pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY
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[23 Nov 2005|12:45pm] |
THANKSGIVIIINNGGG 2005
Current mood: chipper
Is it that time again? It's my annual thanksgiving appreciation post. It might seem lame to give thanks to them only on this day, but i appreciate them everyday. I just like post my appreciation on this day.
1. Thank the Lord for everyday he gives me life. Without him, I am nothing.
2. To my parents, Kuya, Grace and Jackie. blood is thicker than water. Nothing will keep us apart. When everyone else leaves me, you’re always there.
3. A Ma Sa Ah Pa A, my amazing, smart(ass) best friend. I make a million and a half friends a year and i lose most of them in about a month. You’re with me no matter what i do or how i dress. The millions of phases I’ve gone through, I couldn’t have gone through without you. We do have A LOT of differences and i love that cause our conversations never end. I love you with all my heart.
4. Anthony - You faggot. You're the one of the reasons I enjoy life. You’re what i look forward to see every day i get to see you. Even though you can be a complete ass sometimes, you end up doing something to make up for it or attempt to. :) I adore you. I really do.
5. Gilbert - GAHHHHH GAHH AHGAH! My favorite cousin/twin cause we're basically the same person. I can come to you with any problem and you'll help me through it. Youre everything that a cousin should be. I don't know how i lived without you before i met you. Mahal na mahal kita, my dear pinsan.
6. Laura Brogelica- MI AMIGA POR VIDA! Youre the funniest, craziest mexican/asian dyke lover I've ever had and believe me, i've had A LOT. haha jk. I can talk to you about the craziest things. We can go do anything and it's always an adventure. Who else will drive me to Placerville to get in n out? Yo amo mi amiga por vida.
7. Krystal - TEEHEHEHEHEHEHE oh gosh. We always giggle about everything and anything. I love our sleep overs and the you-know-what -wink- is fantastic! hahaha You were one of the easiest girls to befriend and you’re amazing. I love you HELZA.
8. Todd - FAGGOT. AUGHAHUGHAHGAUGAHAUGH. that's about it..... haha You’re realllllllly funny. You ALWAYS make me laugh and i don't even know why. I enjoy every time we've hung out and our routine typical aim conversations. You are my BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF por vida. PROMISE. KBYE
9. Christle - My little sister who isn't really related to me by blood. So we have different DNA? so what? I love you like you are a blood relative and i care about you like one too. You make me stressed out about everything you do so much, but that's what little sisters do, right? I love you unconditionally and you will always be 12 to me. I wish you could stay that way, but it doesn't make a big difference cause you were crazy back then too.
10. Spencer - The tucson boy that calls me like everyday. I enjoy all our conversations and we always have something to talk about. Youre extremely too nice to me and i love you for always listening to me. i love you.
11. Hilary Taylor, the only Tucsonian(would that be corrected?) that has EVER written me back and sent me cards. You are truly a remarkable young woman with a great future ahead of you. You don’t let people influence you with stupid stuff and you’re very studious and diligent. I love you.
12. Last but not least, the love of my elife, Paul Jacob Ramos. You are so dear to me and too amazing for me to comprehend why you’re incredibly kind to me. It‘s weird to think I could have so much love for someone I‘ve never meet. I love you, ehusband.
to the rest of you, i love you and i hope you have a wonderful and joyous thanksgiving. <3
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[16 Jun 2005|12:49pm] |
LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed: besides myself? umm you know. ... yeah
Saw you cry: Sarah
Made you cry: my sister?
You shared a drink with: Allie
You went to the movies with: Ant and adam
You went to the mall with: LAURA BROGELICA
Yelled at you: my siiiiiister
Sent you an email: My siister
HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I Love You" and meant it?: mmmhmmm
Gotten in a fight with your pet: no
Been to California: CALIFORN I A, bitch
Been to Hawaii: yes
Been to Mexico: no
Been to China: nah
Been to Canada: I actually want to
Danced naked: not complete naked
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: no?
Wish you were the opposite sex: not really
Had an imaginary friend: no
Do you have a crush on someone: BAHAHAHA thats soo 5th grade
What book are you reading now: Hooking up
Worst feeling in the world: depression
Future son's name: Caspian Kenneth
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: HECK YES. 5 of them
What's under your bed: scrapbooks
Favorite sport to watch: figure skating?
Siblings: Anthony, Grace and Jackie
Location: Sacramento
College plans: William Jessup
Piercings/tattoos: ears
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: That one faggot. you know.
EXTRA STUFF
Do you do drugs: no
Do you drink: yes
Who is your best friend: SARAH EEEEEEE
What are you most scared of: falling in love
second most scared of: my dad HAHAH
Pet Peevs: sluts in general. hahah
you sleep in: my undies
Where do you want to get married: in an alley
Who do you really hate: boys
Been in Love: yes
Do you drive: yes
Do you have a job: HAHAH yeah right
Do you like being around people: depends
Are you for world peace: sure
STUFF
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes. I even asked him out and got SHOT DOWN.
Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: skinny tall scene boys. I cant help it.
Want someone you don't have right now: nah.
Are you lonely right now: nah
Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Shiver by Coldplay
Do you want to get married: maybe.
Do you want kids: YES I DO. I'll adopt if i dont get married
FAVOURITE
Room in house: my room
Type(s) of music: too much metal for one hand.
Band(s): Mewithoutyou
Color: Pink and Teal
Perfume or cologne?: Fredricks
Month: October
Stone: diamonds?
IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...
Cried: no
Bought something: I got my retarded boyfriend a shirt
Gotten sick: of people
Sang: at Church
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: no
Met someone new: no
Missed someone: i will after today
Hugged someone: yes
Kissed someone: yes
I N F O R M A T I O N
Name: Maria Bronel
Single or taken: inbetween. HAHA taken... i guess
Sex: no
Birthday: oct 25
Sign: scorpio
Hair color: black
Eye color: brown
Height: 5'2
F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Truxel and forever 21
Favorite designer: TRUXEL
What is your sexiest outfit?: everything i own. DUH
What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans
What do you usually wear?: jeans, tops, heels
S P E C I F I C S
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Garnier
What are you listening to right now: Bloc Party
Who is the last person that called you?: Ninja boy
How many buddies are online right now?: 31
What would you change about yourself?: stomach, b00bz, height, eyes, weight
F A V O U R I T E S
Foods: italian
Girls names: Penelope, chloe
Subjects in school: ACCOUNTING
Animals: your mom
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: yes
Smoked?: ew
Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: yes
Skinny dipped? no
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
Pictured your crush naked?: ew no
Actually seen your crush naked?: thank god i dont have one
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: DAILY
Fallen for your best friend?no
Rejected someone?: HECK YES
Used someone?: mmhmm
Done something you regret?: oh dear yes
C U R R E N T
Clothes: jeans and truxel shirt
Music: Coldplay
Annoyance: my back
Smell: nothing
Desktop picture: MAE
Cd in player: Mewithoutyou 24/7
DVD in player: ROSWELL SEASON 1
L A S T | P E R S O N
You touched: i hugged my dad
Hugged: daddy
You IMed: Tiffany
You yelled at: Ant
A R E | Y O U
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: kind of
Insecure: hella
Random: yes
Hungry: i'm anorexic
Smart: nah
Moody: YES
Hard working: ....
Organized: yes
Shy: no
Difficult: hella
Obsessed: nah
Angry: no
Sad: somewhat
Happy: somewhat
Hyper: not really
Trusting: no
W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A
Kill?: nah
Slap?: Myself
Get really wasted with?: diana... tomorrow
Get high with: nah
Talk to offline: you
Talk to online: you
R A N D O M
In the morning I: wake up at 7-8
All you need is: family
Love is: for faggots.
I dream about: dyke sex with laura
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Hair
W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: tall
W H O
Makes you laugh the most: Gilbert
Makes you smile: mikey b
D O | Y O U | E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: hell no
Wish you were younger: no
Cried because someone said something to you?: yes
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
Of hearts I have broken: 3
Of CD's I own: maybe 20?
Of scars on my body: like 2
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